Dear Mariam,
It’s been two whole years without you here with me and I’m still sitting here in my room, looking at your pictures, wondering why you couldn’t be a part of my future.
Uncontrollable tears stream down my face,
while my heartbeat starts to race.
Asking God why he took you away from my life, it was more painful than stabbing me in the heart with a knife.
I still needed you here.
You were the one to make everything so clear and right.
You are a part of me, just the way I am a part of you. When you died, a part of me died too.
I never knew how hard it was to lose someone you love until the day you went to heaven above.
Even though I can’t see you, I know you’re up there watching over me and our lovely kids Yusuf and Rukayat.
I miss you more and more every day,
and all I can do is pray.
In my heart you shall forever remain. Farewell my Darling wife.